HAHAHAHAHA!!!*shrug* Oh well. Not that it matters. I've got other friends to replace her with.
No, I don't see ALL of my friends as toys to throw away as I please. Just the ones who think they know me, and can rule my life. And at that, they're not my friends if they pull that shit. I'm allowed to run my life, how I want it. No one has any say in it but me.
AND, if I'm making a mistake, let me do it. I'll learn from it. Maybe I wanna learn the lesson the hard fucking way. Not be held by the hand, "No honey, don't do that, that'll screw you up real good... Yeah, it's okay to do this. No, not that..."
I don't care.
And this conflict was brought up because of my willingness to follow Satan.
He walks alone.
So I'll do the same.
And to those who don't understand why? He represents what I'm missing in my life. It was my boyfriend, whom I love now and forever more, who introduced me to him, and was the 2nd to best thing he's done for me. Because of it, I feel whole again. I feel a worth of living.
If you don't like my lifestyle, then you're one of those friends who think they can change me to how they feel I should be. Delete me off your friends list.
BUT! THERE'S HOPE! If you're one who understands, and accepts how I feel about my life, then keep me on that list. I don't judge how my friends are. They can lead any lifestyle they choose. I won't try to change it. And I feel they should do the same for me.
Well, that's all for my rant. You can thank *Oh yeah, you bet I'm pointing her out!* ~yuzukelly for this journal.
AND Julia, there's a few things you can expect from this. I'll name one. More Pageviews.
Did I ever try to change you, because of how you were, or who you worshiped? No. I accepted you for who you are. And I hoped you would do the same here. But, I guess I was wrong again.
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And you're right, nobody should try to change you. However, the funny thing I noticed about you is that a lot of us didn't try changing you, but you changed around us, a lot. It wasn't always bad, but it wasn't always good either, yet we didn't try to change you back unless it would result in you and/or others being hurt. That's the only way we'd try changing you.
I have no idea what's going on, but consider what you're doing. If it isn't going to hurt you or anyone else, the change is fine. If it is... it might be wise to reconsider.
Especially hearing that if Satan walks alone, so would you. Does that mean you refuse to have friends to fall back on, or does that mean you will face your issues alone? I'd truly love to know what you mean by that. =/
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Dr Pepper is lord and master. *all hail*
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Understandable, but what if it seemed wrong to you guys, but I knew deep down inside, it was the right thing to do?
It's just bringing peace back into my life. I don't mean to harm anyone. But, whom I do accidentally harm, can't read my mind to see what my goal is either, can they?
Kinda both, truthfully. More along the facing issues alone. From what I've seen, people can only tell you about their issues to help you feel better. They sometimes can't help you tackle them.
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I was curious. Since I'm not a cat, that's not dangerous. ~ Gregory House
Well, it's hard to say. Maybe it's right and we could be wrong, or maybe you don't realize it's wrong and we're trying to help. We never know, we can't look into each other's minds. The only way we know that answer is the final outcome whether you take the change or not.
And exactly. You would have to explain to them that it's to bring you peace, and if it's an accident, you can easily apologize. If it's on purpose, there might be some conflict there, but again, there's going to be explaining.
That's also very true. Some people can tell you of their issues, but maybe within that, there's a way for you to find out that there can be a way to tackle whatever the issue is. It's kinda like a hidden answer/meaning thing.
Dear god I've gone sage on your ass. I'm sorry.
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Dr Pepper is lord and master. *all hail*
Oh look! ~RAPR One of my many antidrugs! ^^
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I've tried explaining it. They don't listen. They're to wound up in their own religion to even consider listening to the outside world. That's what Satanism has taught me. Christians are supposed to be open minded. Observe christians when Satan's brought up. FEAR!
XD Yeah, I get your drift.
It's okay! You're one of the few open minded people I know!
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I was curious. Since I'm not a cat, that's not dangerous. ~ Gregory House
Ahahaha, well, I also learned Satanism isn't really what the Christians think of it as devil worshipping. It's kinda atheism, but not really. In fact, a lot of things Christians see where people don't really follow a "true God" is satanic, which gets really funny. The given is, not all Christians are as close-minded, I've met one or two. =3
Not so much open minded as learning a lot about the world, and even then I know little to nothing. XD;
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Dr Pepper is lord and master. *all hail*
Oh look! ~RAPR One of my many antidrugs! ^^
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Eh, we all know little to nothing.
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I was curious. Since I'm not a cat, that's not dangerous. ~ Gregory House
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